No more counting of days during this experiment. Can I prove efficiency of the experiment by a measurement in time?
Always looking back to the past to prove capability of my thinking. Or I look back to the past, trying to find someone or something, being responsible for my incapability in this moment.
It really seems to be the most important for brain, not to be regarded as incapable - neither in the eyes of others, even not with my own eyes. Best proof for capability are all the things that I own or if I have an outstanding position.
So I’m always looking back to the past or try to imagine my future, comparing and judging. And by this my brain is getting more and more incompetent. Because it’s anywhere, but not here - not in the actual moment.
Brain cannot function intelligent, if jumping around between past and future.